Thursday, May 29, 2008


My mood's been pretty bad lately. Argh I feel like crap.

And I realised that my facial expressions do not always show what I am feeling. o.O Like seriously. I look pissed most of the time. What I'm thinking/feeling/trying to convey does not necessarily mean what is shown on my face. Crap. And the tone of voice/words used is not always pleasant to the ears.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean for the words to come out the way they usually do. Sorry for making the conversation one of laughter into one of stony silence. =(

If it hurts, I cry. I don't know why, but my pain threshold is rather low. Weird. But I can't help it.

Pardon me for the time being.

Saturday, May 24, 2008


Okay... So today didn't turn out great. I mean like though I got to go prawning with them and everything, but well... Something always goes wrong when I go prawning. =( Sorry.

And also, I received the 2nd letter today. Fate's pretty much sealed I guess. I feel quite dejected. But as what it should be, its all my own fault anyway. Noone else to blame.

But I still can't help it that I feel down.

Before prawning, I attended my 1st funeral where I actually went along till the cremation part. Grandma's younger sis passed away. My Grandaunt was a really nicer person, and nobody expected this to happen to her. But its all over already. Really heartbreaking when they wheeled the coffin into the furnace/incinerator. I can't really believe I won't ever see her again. She gave me my 1st toy dog because she knew I love dogs even when I was really young. I still have the dog in the storeroom.

I fear going to funerals. I don't want to see anyone close lying inside. It makes me feel... really scared. I guess everyone feels it too?


Thursday, May 22, 2008

My driving licence!

Ooooo! Look what came in the mail!

Exactly 2 weeks after I passed! So efficient eh?

Hohoho. Love it.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

like father like daughter

Ok so I drove for the 1st time, legally, today.

Met Sis to test drive Grandpa's car~~ Felt really weird. Like everything's different. Well. It is. Sis was really scared. Hahahahahahaha. My 1st passenger. She's perfectly safe and sound OKAY!!

My 1st attempt at parking.

Happy/nervous me!

Sis didn't feel safe enough to let me drive much though. Hehehe.

Otaku snack~

A piece of the toilet's ceiling fell!! Lucky it didn't hit anyone. What in the world...

Anyway, something really interesting happened today.

(Car in the yellow box, blocking our way on the way home. I was driving)
Sis: "Inch forward abit more then give him The Finger."
Me: "Huh?"

Later during dinner...
Sis telling Dad about my driving experience.
Sis: "There was a cab just now that sounded his horn because she was too slow"
Dad: (looks at me) "Did you give him The Finger?"
Me: "Huh?"

Like father like daughter. Scary. Haha. I think I'll most probably get bullied on the road. I'm not someone who points The Finger at any random (asshole-acting) person. Lol.

Tata, till next time.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008


Paper roses!

Things you do when you get a little bored at work with nothing much to do. Lol. Pretty, aren't they? =X

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

My driving history

Okay... 1st things 1st!


I'm like an officially a legal 'road hazard' (Shan's words). Don't worry. Your life is in good hands. HAHA.

Results were not what I expected though. I thought it would've been the other way round. I'm sorry about the mixed feelings. I wished it could've been a good day for both of us, not just one of us.

So... though I've like passed and all... I'm not allowed to drive, yet. Dad says I need to get some insurance thingy thing done, then take a break from driving (or something along those lines), then maybe he'll supervise me when there's time. =.= Right. My Dad the greatest procrastinator of all time. When he's free? Oh my goodness? I don't think I'll ever drive.

Sis picked me up from home in the afternoon then went to Raffles City. I think whenever she bets a reward or something I keep failing (my final theory + driving test), apparently I'll prove her wrong and a deep deep hole is blown into her atm. Heh. I didn't plan that. Serious. 1st it was the paying of my 1st 3 driving lessons if I pass my 3rd attempt at final theory. She thought I would fail, hence the confidence in the 'reward'. HAHAHA. I passed, of course. Now, it was a Burberry bag/Coach wallet/something expensive if I pass my 3rd attempt at the driving test. Based on my past records for both tests, I did exceptionally lousy. Both were like 30+++ points. Hahahahahaha. Another hole in her pocket! =X Thanks Sis. But anyway, there was no stock for the wallet, and Burberry... I don't think I want it anymore. No clothes to match. Haha. Let's just see how things go then.

My total spendings for the sake of one license:
Basic Theory Test: 4 times. ($6 each time + misc charges)
Final Theory Test: 3 times. ($6 each time + misc charges)
Enrolment: ~$102
Lessons: 18. (~$72 per lesson + misc charges)
PDL: $25
Renewal of PDL: $25
Practical Test: 3 times. (~$157 per test)

Anyway, SSDC's records show a payment history of...
2007: $1,911.48
2008: $998.97
Total: 2910.45

This is not including my BTT, FTT and PDLs. =.=

Thank you my Grandpa!!!

P.S: Today is my 1st time trying out Ben and Jerry's ice cream? Yeah yeah I know I'm really slow. But anyway... Sis treated.

This was the result of indecisiveness. I couldn't decide if I would want fudge or caramel, so both! Ugh. The result was really really sweet icecream, because both were really sweet already. Some choc-brownie thing (Ti will love this flavour) and something something-dough?? But... I prefer Haagen-daz's?? I think the icecream there tastes nicer. And the plate they serve the waffle in... Looks like plastic. Those disposable plastic ones. =.= Don't like. Plastic fork and knives too.

P.P.S: OH. P PLATES ARE SOLD OUT at the petrol kiosk near my house. AHH?!!


Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Tagged by skinny pig Ang Hui Shan

Tagged by skinny pig Ang Hui Shan

1)At what age do you wish to marry?
Depends on a lot of things... Lol. Like maybe... 24-26? No idea when's a good time though. Marrying requires loads of planning???

2)What you want the most now?
Pass my driving test tomorrow.

3)Who is the person you trust the most?
My Boyfriend.

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?

5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I would want all my dreams to come true? LOL.

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yepp! Seen it many times before, and I still believe I will see more.
I believe something good will always happen in the end, no matter how bad the situation is.

7)What is your goal for this year?
Driving license!!! Rawrr.

8)Do you believe in eternal love?
I... Guess so? I want to believe it. =)

9)if you're allowed to change a thing, just 1 thing in your life, what would it be?
Get better grades in the past?

10)What feeling do you love the most?
Being in his arms~~ XD It's called blissfulness.

11)What do you most fear?
Thunder, cockroaches, death of a loved one, death of a pet.

12)What feeling do you hate the most?

13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yepp! They are all very important to me.

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
I guess it happens to some people?

15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My boyfriend, my family, my friends, my pets. They are all important to me.

16)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Those that I need the most, like him, and my woman(s). Lol.

17) Who are your best friends?
Jie Hao, Sis, Eueu, Shan, Siti, Diane, Karkar.

18)Who cares for you the most?
Him, Sis, my womansss (spelt like that on purpose =X ).

19)Which date you like the most?
06/05/06 <-- this day 2 years ago!

20)Why should I do this survey?
Because one of my womans tagged me. =.= And I actually bothered. Gosh.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above,and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.

Tagged :
1. Eunice
2. Karline
3. Jasmine
(I know the above has been tagged by Siti, but I can't think of anyone else who will actually do it)
4. Sis
5. Wan Sia =)

Whoever wants to do it, go ahead. LOL.